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always remember;
you are braver than you believe,
stronger than you seem,
and smarter than you think.

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ehhh i feel so gross, i feel like i'm a failure. i wanna feel good again...

B: Water

L: 2 Rice Cakes (80 Cals) Yogurt With Crunchy Apple (180 Cals)

D: Mashed Patatoes (150 Cals) Small Serve Meatloaf (100 Cals)

Total:  520 Cals

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Sometimes your brain gets in the way,

of what your heart really wants to say...

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Hey everyone...

well today has been good so far.
worked 7.45am - 1.00pm. then had to go and
get my drivers licence renewed. had to wait
in line for 40 mins just for that...now
i'm at home clean and showered waiting till
my boyfriend finishes work so i can pick him up.
havent eaten yet, just ganna have dinner.
so should only be like 500 cals for the day.

this saturday is my friends birthday party,
just a BBQ and drinks at her house, it should be
lots of fun. i need to buy new scales, ganna stop
by the shops on the way home to see the prices,
my current scale is fucking with me i swear lol.

Intake:

B: Water

L: Diet Coke (3 Cals) Sugar Free Gum (5 Cals)

D: Grilled Prawns With Garlic (290 Cals) Salad (100 Cals) Potatoes (150 Cals)

Total: 548cals

i really need to do more exercise...i am far to lazy for my own good...

xoxo

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In the book of life,
the answers aren't in the back.
- Charlie Brown

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Hey everyone...

today pretty much sucked....

Intake:

B: water

L: 2 rice cakes (80 Cals) diet coke (3 Cals) chocolate (120 Cals)

D: roast patatos (100 Cals) chicken and advocado burgur (380 Cals)

Total: 700 cals

that is way way way to much for me, i feel fatter just thinking about what i ate...yuk.

tomorrow has to be better.

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Fantasize about what you dont know.
Love what you can't have.
Fuck your life away with strangers.
Let yourself be nothing to yourself.
Hate everything you are...
& are going to be

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Hey everyone...

well i weighed in and i lost...2lbs!!! very, very happy.

so today has been ok, had a little fight
with the boyfriend but everythings good now.
i hate fighting with someone i love so much.
it hurts. todays intake could have been better,
but i was stressed so i'll forgive myself
this once. tomorrow i'm going to stay under
300 cals.

Intake:

B: Water

L: Small Fries (250 Cals) Diet Coke (3 Cals)

D: Roast Chicken (200 Cals) Peas and Corn (150 Cals)

Total: 510 Cals

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Mother help me find my way
Will temptations sway my faith
My beliefs of purity
Are corrupted by insanity...

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Hey everyone...

well my liquid fast is going good, only had a
small serve of yogurt (70 cals) so i'm pretty
happy, hopefully i can last until tomorrow night.
today was such a crap day...i'm so over my current
job, i really need a new one before i drive myself
CRAZY!!!! and to make matters worse i have to work
tomorrow...i hate working weekends with a passion
lol. 12.30pm - 4.00pm only...at least it's not
a long shift....

Intake:

B: Water
L: Diet Coke (3 Cals) Diet Peach Iced Tea (6 Cals)
D: Vanilla Yogurt (70 Cals) Water
Total: 80 Cals

Outtake:

1 hour walk (-200cals)

**EDIT**
saturday 5.30pm

only 3 hours left on my fast,
feeling good, weigh in tomorrow
to see if i lost.